Four Panic Attacks

Four Panic Attacks

Four days ago, I had a panic attack.  Not my first one.  I’ve had 4 in the past 15 months. The first one was actually the same time a then friend was having one.  He went to the hospital with his.  I was 4 hours drive away, not knowing he was having one, and yet...
Not Selfish to Love Yourself

Not Selfish to Love Yourself

It’s not just a fear that has me not asking for help.  It’s the “well, someone has it worse off than I do.”   I write this and people are starving.  People were hurt in a blast.  People have lost limbs; people are “worse off than I...
The Cost of Standing Up to Help…

The Cost of Standing Up to Help…

The Year: 2001 An Invitation: Dinner at 7, at the home of a couple from the church I needed to make friends with adults, and after the marriage, and the loss of friends before, this seemed like the perfect occasion.  I say my age, because I actually had friends, 3 to...
Learning Who to Trust and Finding Beautiful Friends

Learning Who to Trust and Finding Beautiful Friends

One thing that I have learned in writing this blog is that I am not alone.  That being said, there are times when I feel like no one understands and I am all alone… There are times when you probably feel that way as well.  Perhaps you feel like no one has gone...
I Made Some Mistakes

I Made Some Mistakes

Last post I was talking about Media Guard Group growing.  I hired someone to handle social media, and brought in people to help the company grow.  I had a plan and felt very positive about the growth. The Social media person was excellent.  This person handled all of...

A Week of Tears Answered My Questions

With one statement she brought me to tears. It wouldn’t be the last time I cried that weekend, nor that week.  And for days it seemed tears were always on the edge of spilling over. Accidentally stepping on a ball the week before, smashing into a wall so hard it...