Confession 5

Confession 5

Confession 5 The two stories told yesterday were mostly because they are what is going to make hitting publish on this post difficult.  They didn’t accept that the anorexia developed from pain and I needed love to recover… instead they caused me to retreat...
Confession 4 I am not entirely over anorexia…

Confession 4 I am not entirely over anorexia…

Confession 4 I am not entirely over anorexia… Ok… if you are a regular reader, you have heard this already.  If you have just read the confessions of the last few days you’ve seen it mentioned. But it was a very large part of my life.  It is something that...
Confession 3: I am mad at God

Confession 3: I am mad at God

Side Note: I know not everyone who reads my blog is spiritual or believes in God, so please respect that I do. Confession 3: I am sometimes very confused, very hurt, and mad when it comes to God. I wish I weren’t. I wish it were as simple as believe. I believe...
Confession:  I’m trying not to hate … me

Confession: I’m trying not to hate … me

Confession 2: I’m mad.  I’m angry.  I hate. I’ve been working on these feelings, because they were extremely large… like Incredible Hulk large… and raging like him. But who am I most mad at?  Who makes me angry most of all?  Who do I hate?  Me. I...
Confession: I have PTSD

Confession: I have PTSD

I decided to write a series of confessions… there is a reason I’ve not been writing… but that confession will come later. The first confession is that I have PTSD.  I denied it. I mean, many people have been through far more trauma than I have, so...
My Relationship with Tony Stark

My Relationship with Tony Stark

Today 2 friends on social media were discussing how modern technology has made us further apart and closer.  I see both, but the more I thought about it, and something else that has been on my mind, I realize I have a  relatable relationship with Tony Stark, (Iron...